I can see changes in the cats already since Tucker has been gone. Benny is anxious and needy, while Sadie is a little withdrawn (she was freaked out for a couple of days but has improved).
Benny has been staying pretty close to me, and it's a comfort. I took this photo of him on the bed with me last night.
My moods go up and down. Yesterday, I was quite strong, while today I've been a wreck. The nights are hard; Tucker slept by my head and I'd wrap my arms around him.
I'm planning to take a few days off of work once I get past some deadlines.